A Story of Life

what proves can show that he loves her so much? a couple years of loyalty? a lot of best memories that they both went through? how about something bad that will happen? like after she told him about her mother's health condition, which is related to her future health, will he still love her so much?

----------she feels like breathing but the bloodstream does not flow in her whole body. her mind's so messed up right now. this kind of punishment from God to her. all prayers she can asked for, are only her mother. it's not simple as she thought to act like nothing happen or just let the problem go away. at the same time, she needs support and encouragement for covering all the sadness and tears.----------

will he still protect her? will he just ignore her weakness and give her a warm hug? sometimes she believes that he will always love her like he always said before. sometimes she has tons of questions. as a couple generally, should encourage each other for any ups and downs. he reminded her to always live healthy. but will he take her to be his partner for the rest of his life? so they can live a healthy life together.

----------tree house in the backyard surrounded by big trees. summer would be fun. he read a fairy tale to their sweet love, while she baking an apple pie and bring fresh orange juice from the big fridge. spending time together in the afternoon and talking about what happened over the past week. sharing laughter with a hug.----------

Laughing at Myself

I write word by word into a sentence and a paragraph. I write entire feelings of mine. this is me who truly love you. really I am not sad at all or kinda bad feeling right now. if someday I'm not getting married, don't ask me why. like you've ever said to me, "no need to looking for, just waiting". and now, I'm still waiting you. if someday you leave me and find a new one, the question is answered.

Thanky thanks

I cant thank you enough to my man. he always helping me ANYTIME.

Never Too Old for Fav Song

Shania Twain - You're Still The One

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday 

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong 

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night 

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin' 

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong 

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night 

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

NOM NOM NOM

EAT FOOD EAT FOOD EAT FOOD HAPPY PARTNER! YEAY! aku dan threeki suka banget kuliner. kami udah nyobain makan makanan dari berbagai tempat di kota kami. mulai dari jajanan kecil pinggir jalan atau di pasar malam, makanan 'kantong' mahasiswa, tempat makan yang lumayan punya 'nama' (sebut aja semiresto hihihi), pokoknya banyak deh. tapi kayaknya kami ga pernah makan di cafe deh, soalnya kami ga terlalu suka ke tempat yang banyak anak nongkrong lagi pada nongski hahay.

acara malam minggu kami berwarna warni. karena ga cuma sekedar jalan ke mall, nonton, makan, blablabla gitu terus sampe berbulan bulan. simple aja, kadang pergi ke pasar malam cuma mau beli pentol ngebor, goreng, rebus, bakar dan beli es teh sebagai minumannya, bair ga seret bro hehehe. gimana? seru kan? seriously, that was fun! you have to try it with your partner or your friend. go to pasar malam enjoying saturday night with pentol dan es. iya, kami suka jajanan kecil jaman SD. bisa ngabisin berapa belas ribu buat jajan doang hehe but we're happy. peka banget deh dengar suara bel paklek pentol dari kejauhan dan kami udah siap beli.

Ice cream! paling ga tahan sama godaan es krim. kalo aku lagi ngambek, ditawarin es krim yah kadang luluh juga deh ahahaha. ke mall cuma mau beli es krim dan numpang duduk yang ga cuma sebentar doang tapi lama karena kami terlalu asik ngobrol. kami kalo ngobrol apa aja jadi bahan pembicaraan kami. mulai dari selalu ngebahas boneka ayam dan strawberry kesayangan kami, sampai orang orang yang duduk di dekat kami udah ganti orang hihihi. es krim favorit kami adalah rasa karamel! ew, jadi pengen huhu. biasanya sih aku beli waffle, threeki beli es krim. terus kami makan waffle di cocol es krim.

itu tadi beberapa jajanan kecil dan makanan ringan yang jadi andalan kami berdua. masih banyak sih, kayak kentang putar, kentang goreng yang selalu kami umpetin diam diam di tas waktu ke bioskop, crepes, cimol, jajanan franchise dan lain lain dan kawan kawan dan sebagainya. kalo makanan utama, paling sering sih ya apalagi kalo bukan ayam lagi, ayam lagi, ayam lagi, lagi lagi ayam. beda di olahan doang. ayam goreng, ayam tepung, ayam bakar, ayam penyet, ayam gepuk sampai ayam keju. kalo bakso, batagor, siomay, tahu tek tek, mie pangsit itu termasuk makanan ga terlalu utama hahahaha karena kami bisa makan lagi sehabis itu. oh iya! kami langsung mupeng makan banget kalo udah nyium harum nasi goreng yang lagi di racik sama penjualnya kalo kami lewat di depan warung tenda gitu. duuuhhh, tergoda banget. nasi goreng yang paling enak menurut aku sih di dekat rumah teman aku. kami rela jauh jauh kesana demi perut diisi nasi goreng disitu.

air bumbu, gurih, asapnya masih mengepul, yup makanan berkuah. coto makassar masuk di daftar makanan utama. porsinya emang ngenyangin karena di makan bareng ketupat. tahu campur juga seger loh apalagi dimakan pedas wuihhh enak parah deh. shabu shabu jadi makanan yang masuk di waiting list kami hahaha dan akhirnya kesampean juga hihi. karena di kota kami makanan daerah banyak tersebar dipenjuru tempat, yang tadinya makanan untuk sarapan sampai ada di jual waktu malam loh. contohnya nasi kuning dan lontong sayur. kami jarang bisa sarapan bareng, untungnya malam hari ada yang jual makanan itu. lontong sayur ternyata tetap enak kok kalo di makan malam hari hehe.

makanan lain beserta ceritanya buanyak banget kalo dituangin ke post box ini. kenapa aku milih ngebahas tentang makanan? aku paling susah nahan lapar. apalagi ngemil. kesel sendiri kalo harus ngebayangin makanan tapi ga kesampean. aku mau bahas ini juga karena makanan adalah salah satu perjalanan aku dan threeki. makanya kami usahakan datang deh kalo ada kondangan hihi apalagi threeki doyan banget sama kambing guling, rela nagntri panjang deh. kalo aku ga mau melewatkan soto banjar. dan...kami ga bakal menyia nyiakan es krim yang udah disediakan hahaha. we are having so much fun with our culinary tour. one of my fav part with threeki.

happyyy!

Na'nite

Mkayyy, I am waiting for nothing. then, I decide to get some sleep after this before I wake up in early morning. and once again I let my post go into the draft... why?? as usual not finding my mood booster and a lot of ideas were gone just like the wind blowing. good night so you can sleep good...or well.