Hi, There..

I never thought this day would come. after so many heartbreaking-things I went through by myself. I refused to fall, I told myself not to drop the tears. I do not know what do you want and your reason behind why you come back here..

I'm still here, always, in the place where I was, the one that accept you for who you are and was. as one package, not only about good ones, but also horrible and teribble acts and words..

What's in our journey is just like a million stars in the nitey sky, it's countless. I do not know how I count our feeling to each other. whether growing or something more than that. *try to keep my mind to stay positive *quite difficult than you think

@laparyamakan.id

Hello everyone! seems like no one take care this page :))
I made an account to share where place to go and what good to eat yeayyy.. go check out right now @laparyamakan.id
mostly, I uploaded Indonesian food because I live here. I loveee to eat. who doesn't like to eat? I'm doing culinary tour with my partner. we are happy every time we find delicious food and can not wait to share it to you. if you have any suggestions of cozy place and what kind of food to eat, let me know. I would like to try! don't forget to follow us for more info about the most recommended food.

Has Not Change At All

Now you know how BIG this heart is to always forgive and try to forget all of the mistakes.

Still Remaining

I'm ready to pick up my phone if you call me at nite. the best time conversation comes in the middle of the night. we livin' in the same town. could you please tell me how to be away from all about you? I go there, go here, go everywhere i can not even forget every places that used to be our favorite places whether it place to eat, to play, to watch, to shop or whatever

sing along while on our way to go to somewhere

we laughed, we made funny jokes, we shared anything, we looked at each other

there were so much things that we made together and we did together

everything what we do, we do it together

good and bad

may joy replaces tears, laugh replaces anger, strength replaces weakness

I would like to see you whenever in a good place

like you've said, it's been a long time since we didn't talk each other

I would like to sing our fav song with my terrible voice and your sweet voice and you play a guitar in between. I bet it would be perf collabs! ha? what was that? :))

like you ever said, you miss singing with me

I hope you eat well

7051 miles

Netherlands has Amsterdam as capital city. Amsterdam has an icon, it is a windmill. I wanna go there since I had a dream following a student exchange program. wear a klederdracht and take a lot of pictures. while looking around, edam cheese which melt on my bread and a glass of milk I hold in my hand. spring is the best time seeing tulips at keukenhof also the pride icon, windmill. I'm not alone in this trip because there will be you. you're my netherlands to my windmill.

Now Playing : Gorillaz - Feel Good

Hi, Blog!

I have so much thoughts that I want to share here. again and over again I will say, Hi long time no see! it's been a while I didn't share any post. I was like these past 6 years of blogging had precious things that I can think about. of course, I learned a lot from every my following's post. whoops, I have to go. hope you always happy! your smile can make other people get jealous because you're amazing.

A Story of Life

what proves can show that he loves her so much? a couple years of loyalty? a lot of best memories that they both went through? how about something bad that will happen? like after she told him about her mother's health condition, which is related to her future health, will he still love her so much?

----------she feels like breathing but the bloodstream does not flow in her whole body. her mind's so messed up right now. this kind of punishment from God to her. all prayers she can asked for, are only her mother. it's not simple as she thought to act like nothing happen or just let the problem go away. at the same time, she needs support and encouragement for covering all the sadness and tears.----------

will he still protect her? will he just ignore her weakness and give her a warm hug? sometimes she believes that he will always love her like he always said before. sometimes she has tons of questions. as a couple generally, should encourage each other for any ups and downs. he reminded her to always live healthy. but will he take her to be his partner for the rest of his life? so they can live a healthy life together.

----------tree house in the backyard surrounded by big trees. summer would be fun. he read a fairy tale to their sweet love, while she baking an apple pie and bring fresh orange juice from the big fridge. spending time together in the afternoon and talking about what happened over the past week. sharing laughter with a hug.----------