First Met

You know that we never plan to meet in that place at that time. you know that we never talk to each other before, even just say 'hello' when our position were so close between our friends. you know that we never ever think we would be this far. just a lil smile, remember that? and now we have our big smile. all of those moments beyond what we expected, at least one year ago. so this night I wrote down here about this to celebrate that day; the day when we first met.

19th

Happy birthday to me! I looovvveee 24 hours of this day. unexpected and full of surprises. saying 'thank you' for billion times is just not enough. semuanya seperti memberikan pelukan hangat untukku di tiap kata-kata yang di rangkai; Do'a. dan sedemikian rupa kebahagiaan yang ia berikan hari ini, bahkan sejak awal saat saling melihat dengan ketidaksengajaan di tempat pertama kalinya bertemu.

Perfect. Alloh maha baik.

Unpredictable

The moment when you holding my hand and saying those words.. I was looking to the sky and there was no stars at that time. I know they wanted to give space and time for both of us. I suddenly feel that atmosphere. then, I say yes.. well, I keep pray the best for this.

Na'nite, Lovember..

November Rain

First morning of November, the rain is falling down to the earth. the weather that I love the most is just like this. totally cold but I feel warm. I put my lovely blanket and almost covering my whole body. I think I'll go back to sleep and enjoy the song which playing right now..

have an enjoyable day! I send a warm smile from here ;D

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame

Say my name sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling 

The Bangles - Eternal Flame ♫♫~

Need To Relax

Menghabiskan waktu hampir setiap hari di ruangan ini
Duduk dalam diam di depan layar yang ku kendalikan
Buku-buku dan cemilan terlihat di sekelilingku
Aroma kopi yang khas memenuhi penjuru ruangan
Kali ini tidak ada lagu favorit yang terdengar
Hanya suara malam yang tertangkap oleh telingaku
Suasana yang tenang tapi tidak menenangkan...

Thursday Afternoon

Hujan yang kini turun bersama dengan cuaca yang gelap
Tugas yang hanya di lakukan pada malam hari menjadi bertambah di siang hari
Lampu ruangan bersedia melakukan tugasnya di luar jadwal
Entah itu menerangi atau bahkan menghangatkan
Aku yang sedari tadi menghirup bau hujan bercampur tanah, mengunyah roti bertoping susu kental yang seharusnya tidak lagi ku makan pada jam makan siang ini
Tenang
Itulah yang ku nikmati di Kamis siang minggu ini
Lantunan lagu terdengar bak latar musik di sebuah film tanpa dialog
Benar, merindukan suasana seperti ini yang sudah lama tidak ku jumpai

Vice Versa

Even if all of the colors only black and white left, we can still coloring the world with love, smile and laugh just like the result of old photos in 40's and earlier.. I always try to make people happy. I don't want to make anybody feel uncomfortable around me. I personally the type of person which easily laughing. sometimes I do silly things to throw away the boredom and stress. watching sit-com series, remember those funny things, being around people that I love the most are all I need to balance the bittersweet of life.. you might have thought that I could easily through it all. just smiling and laughing all the time and always keep positive then problem solved and go to sleep. not that easy. beyond that, I'm not as strong as you thought. but I don't want to show it in front of people. I just don't want anybody knows if I was sad or see me cry.. nobody knows when the drizzle become heavy rain and who knows it suddenly stop then the sun with the rainbow comes to warm us..